2 sides

Sometimes the fire that burns inside me is like a raging inferno but others I'm content not doing a dame thing and could care less about 2mrw. What happened why from one extreme to the next makes a girl wonder. Sometime I wanna be super wifey cook clean and tryin to meet his every need and then other times I feel like get it ya dame self. Sometime I wanna ripe his clothes off and get a quickie and other times the thought seems like work itself. I hope I'm not alone in this world of far left then switch back to the right. Sometime I want to be around my kids all the time reading books playing and planning there future( so I think) we all laugh about it. Then other time I want complete silence and they better not knock on my door one more dame time. Is it a womans conflicted thingor just another angle to being honest with myself. How can I expect somebody to know what I want when its forever changing. Well I guess they better just pay close attention and get in where u might fit for that day. Crazy maybe but 100% me. Take it or leave it and my man decided to take it I have moments of gratefulness then moments when I could care less. Sometimes I wanna eat healthy grilled salmon spinach salad and lemon water and the next I want a big bueford chicken form checker and a big greasy ass fry topped off with a LG diet coke. I crack myself up . Well that a peek into the sides of me.take it or leave it