Tuesday, June 9, 2009

COME on PEOPLE


I've come to the conclusion that its easier to tell the truth. I guess lying is a true art form lets face it u have to keep track of who u told what to and keep the stories straight. The mere thought of the dumbness just cracks me up when I think about people and all the manipulation that goes on and most of the time it's obvious as hell. Most of us aren't that exciting and I'm OK with that but enough already b who God says u are and that's more than enough. Trust me when I tell u most people can tell when u lie but they're to embarrassed for u to call u on it. Good nite folks be honest DAME

Monday, June 8, 2009

Not Yet

I didn't get into the nursing program I wanted and did that hurt so dang on bad. I cried and cried for what seemed like hours. Eventually I got it together and started thinking about the reason I didn't get in was it my science GPA or the placement testing where the hell did ya girl drop the ball. So I called the school and asked and she told me that I should apply to Jefferson Nursing program and study hard for the entrance exam. I never even considered Jefferson because I thought my grades werent good enough or my money wasn't long enough. What did this white woman see in me that I didn't see in myself. dame was I missing something. So I went back to my science GPA it was 3.2 not the best but I consider it pretty good when u think about how rough the classes are. I mean they make u wanna snap on somebody. The college told me that it wasn't that I wasn't a good candidate it simply meant that someone was better qualified. Dame again. So I'm not a lost cause and if I'm gonna give up off of 1 acceptance letter gone bad than maybe I didn't really want it after all. But I do so my mission is to find another nursing program that's accredited and worthy of my talents because lets face it I'm full of them. My boss will be thrilled to hear that I'm not going to Nursing school right now but what she doesn't know is that Gods delay is not a denial. I know for certain that I haven't been brought all this way for nothing and the end result is something that you are gonna definitely want to be a part of. I feel better now