Lookin up

My oldest boy got into the school that I really love and I am so excited.He's going into the 6th grade and I want him to start thinking about college.no I'm not psyco mom but I know the significance of a decent education. If I was more focused back then all the things I tryin to now would have been done and I could have been enjoying the fruits of my labor but now I'm just planting them. I want so much more for my boys and they know it. High school graduation is nothing I'm looking for the one that comes from a University/College. This new school is just full of energy and college bound in other schools they're just focused on getting kids reading on a certain level but here its about prepin for the future. Education and my boyz are a marriage made in heaven..lol.. Today around 12 I take my placement test for the Nursing Program a tad scared but I know I'll be just fine. The crazy part is its computerized so right after I'm done I'll know my score.Breathe easy right.I cant.For me its the time in my life where I'm getting to do the very thing I've been working years to do. So of course I'm nervous but don't mistake it for weakness. I'm a smart girl and I work hard for things that are important to me and those that don't make the cut oh well.

Just Urked

I'm feeling alone in a house full of my family

I'm angry when we should all be laughing

my moods are all wrong and jacked up.

one min hot one min cold..

Who know maybe tomorrow will be the place I find that one thing thats gonns turn my funk all around.

A girl can pray can't she

..........thank you...........AMEN

On the Way ^

I can crawl into bed and feel safe and comfort which is given from my hubby. My hard entreuprenueareal hubby. He works so hard and worries.He need not worry because I know that He has a God given gift that will provide for his family. This time in our family is a major one because this is ground zero for us and we are rising at a speed that could be only Gods strength. The only difference this time is that prayer is a serious part of our journey. He's softer and more confiding then ever, He 's not the man I married but he's evolving into the man I rush home to tell my stories to.He's the man to hold me so I can cry until i can't say a word..only because he knows from time to time I need it.because he loves me ..when i need he gives..I'm his cheerleading just maybe not in a mini skirt just yet..lol.I can hear my kids laughing loudly but I'm okay because in my house thats just My Man and my boyz turning the living room into the wwf..But all things aside I've had enough of the drama and pain and now we are ready to move into our destiny as a family of faith..Stay tuned and witness the miracle..I promise I wont get to busy to update everyone on the testimonies and endless blessings....Continue to grow in Christ.